What's been going on this past month

I haven't been able to blog for a while I've been feeling sick and very tired. But Now I'm feeling better which oddly enough is not good news :(

I found out shortly after my 31st birthday that I was pregnant. A total shock for me and my husband. After four years of infertility is this finally going to happen? A glimmer of hope a BFP.

Last Sunday I started to cramp and bleed a little bit so I went to urgent care to get things checked out. Long story sort they did a scan and while I was excited to see a heart beat and my little bean in there. The heart rate was really bad. I could tell right away when I looked at the monitor and saw the little flicker that it was not fast enough. And the baby looked too small for being nearly 8 weeks along. In fact they said the baby was only measuring at 6 weeks. Bad news. I had a follow up with my ob the next day same story.

I will have a scan done in a week to see how things have "progressed" but it isn't looking good. Most likely I will miscarry soon. Wish I had happier news to report thank you for your prayers.